Where do I start in telling you about me? I always seem to have found it an issue to know who or what I am in the physical world and found it very difficult to 'fit in.' When I was younger not much seemed to make sense to me about this world, and I found it more comfortable to reside in my inner world of energies and the unseen. I liked staying behind the 'scenes' as it were, and found solace in what lies beyond the realm of the five senses. This fascination with psychic stuff and otherworldly experiences kept me sane and at least able to keep up the pretence of being a normal human being, or so I thought at the time.
For the people who like facts and figures I was born in Aden in March 1961 and then lived in the south of England until 1973, when our parents decided to uproot and start a new business and life in Scotland. Today I am still involved in the family business and grateful for the move, but to a sensitive twelve-year-old child Scotland seemed not only a long way away, but also rather untamed and uncivilised. Some of that has indeed proved to be true but only in the most positive sense as I am now deeply touched by the unspoilt beauty of this mystical and sacred land.
At age 35 I got a 'wake-up' call which resulted in the end of my marriage and re-evaluation of my life in general. I became more grounded and interested in the physical aspect of myself and the understanding of how we can change our lives by healing our minds. It was at this time that I also became consciously aware of angels; I had picked up one of my partner's books by Diana Cooper, that had a chapter in it on angels and how they can help us to change our lives. I cried buckets and buckets and couldn't understand the sense of relief and joy I felt to discover that angels really do exist as up 'till then the only awareness of angels I'd had was of the rather clichéd pictures on Christmas cards.
The next few years were an intense unfolding and awakening - a time of becoming more conscious of my true Self. I avidly read books on spirituality and metaphysics and pursued various alternative treatments, teachings and courses such as Reiki, Alexander Technique, E. F. T, Crystal Healing and Angel Workshops etc. where I also met beautiful and familiar souls who became both dear friends and teachers to me.
In the spring of 2003 I was blessed to be in the South of France with Diana Cooper on her Angels & Ascension Teacher Training Course. During the course I had a powerful experience with an Archangel called Ariel, which, along with an introduction to the Dolphin consciousness, would form the impetus that would take me to Hawaii later that year, where I would meet Isaac.
After my return from Hawaii, I went through a deep surrendering into my own spirit and began to fall in love with myself for the first time. The feeling of Beingness, joy and peace that pervaded my days during the latter part of 2003 and the early part of 2004 were simply wonderful. Around this time I e-mailed Isaac, and during our subsequent conversations I began to have transcendental experiences and visions that were guiding me towards going to the United States to explore the connection with Isaac.
And so it was that I went to visit Isaac in Oregon in February 2004, open hearted, excited and ready for anything! Even so, the intensity and profundity of the spiritual experiences were astounding and today I am still awestruck by it all. During my time there with Isaac a 'knowing' emerged within me that our path together would bring forward an opportunity for the exploration and expression of sacred sexuality and authentic relationship, for ourselves and also to share with others.
Prior to meeting Isaac I had asked my spirit for someone to help me in healing my sexual issues and fears and after we had come together in relationship this healing process commenced. This would become instrumental in awakening to my gifts as a facilitator and counsellor in sacred sexuality and tantra massage. Today I am still devoted to this path and it is my joyful passion to help others find the bridge within them that leads to the awakening of consciousness and the remembrance of our true nature.
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